It feels like m tied with so many barb wires ..afraid to move to get Bruced again afraid to stay still being a stone being so c entered. ...
I open my mouth to spill the nails rusted enough to hurt others ... I behave like a barbie need to be rescued ...
I behave as if I am better rather superior ..and at the same time o feel like the garbage dumped outside the house ...
I am afraid to go away m a afraid to stay ... I want people in my life but not always the new ones ...
It's hard to decide ..us hard to choose ... wandering for answers when no one has and clue...
I don't wanna go back I don't wanna move on ...why can't I stay once in my life here just here ..
What I expect is never what I get ... then why I keep do I no that again and again ...
I am at the place where all decisons are mine ... safe to say I can not blame nyone else now ...
Let's hope the chaos end sooner and I can be happy with what I have and stop spending sleepless nights at my cushion imagining what could have been ...
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