Remember the waiting period at Mumbai International Airport ?
surrounded with people but all my heart was struck at the big glass window .
The glass window, which partitioned all my loved once leaving just a speaker phone to have the last words..
My heart was throbbing in fear but i had to maintain a smile ,hardest part of the journey.
I was afraid .. yes i indeed was .. no one had expected that from me..
I was afraid of "The Change". though all the decisions were mine n i was happy that everything's gonna change ,there was a part of me still trying to stop me .
The feeling went away when i entered San Jose.
Why this memory suddenly? something is changing again.. n this time i am scared as hell.
moving to Texas for 3 months !!!!!!
I always wanted to wander n go around places but its not a fun trip .Its for the job n i will be managing so many things directly under the director of the team.
The very thought making me shiver.
Its a damn good opportunity, still trying to search something in San Jose worth enough to avoid going to Texas. I always loved to have new challenges , otherwise the life would be bland. What happened then?
i thing i am growing old or the thought of stability is overpowering the instincts.
Whatever may be the result, I want to face my fears. Being alone, taking over responsibilities, money everything that changes. coz i am sure , change is constant :-P
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