When did it happen?
I was struggling so hard to get good
score... My eyes were so much heavy I started to feel like someone has kept a
100 of kg's weight on my eyelid (Exaggeration ...i guess it’s must in every
write up...;-)).
At the moment I was wondering about the soft and wide bed in
my big warm and cozy room 63 005 and my eyelids dropped as gently as bakula
falls. (i recently read the book .,ahem i am flaunting about it).
I have no idea for how much time i was sleeping there. On
the desk of L2 072 where the only sound one can listen of the swirling fans and
frequent clicking and scrolling the mouse buttons.
For me it was like 2-3
seconds nap. I was shocked and stared bluntly at the right bottom corner of the
monitor only to notice that the time was 3: am. My dream of getting some sleep
in my bed, was shattered recklessly.
After unlocking the window, i had to face the bitter
truth. I was on 57/105 slides, 48 slides full of theory more to cover up. I
watched across the hall for any moral support .However i failed there too.
Very
few people were studying and that too they were revising , listening songs and
chilling. I felt jealous.
Hmm finally the moment come hen i decides "Bas
bahot ho gaya". in filmy style i stud up from the chair and headed to door
with my cell and coffee mug in my hands... I plugged in the headphones to
listen some inspirational songs but all i could find in my mobile was
"uriyeuriye" tamil song and "i wanna see you cry again".
Angrily i switched off the player when i reached to the left pantry of GEC2
surrounded with darkness.
I pressed the button labeled as "coffee"
...hmm the sound of the coffee being poured in glass echoed in the empty wing
of the building, giving some horrifying effect. I was startled first but then i
was too sleepy to be scared.
I took sip and started the return journey. I was
halfway done with the coffee when my pc came. I put the mug on the table.
Opened the slides and wondered after a year from now will i be still thinking
of this moment? will my tensions have any value then? What if i fail tomorrow?
Will i even care after a year about this failure.... And that’s when i decided;
I am going to my room and sleep till the sun rises...
An year passed by... and today seriously i don’t even
care how many exams i cleared or failed.. (I cleared the one which i was
talking about with “A” grade but i should have modesty not to mention it.)
I will always remember just the pc, an open slideshow and
the cup of steaming coffee at 2:00 am
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