i have reached a point in my life where all emotions has come to an end and all i could care about the peace i wanna get and its a rare expectation as i was practically living in a chaos for whole my life.
i don't wanna go to the path where i would start feeling like what i have done till now and i don't have any friends left with my apathy behavior.
People still think i use the mad throw them away when i am done with them and ya so many can give testimony for this statement . Have you ever thought of what all i have been through while living behind those emotions memories and the persons. getting over, moving on and adaptive nature are some of my featured qualities and no one get that no one can ever make me feel about that.
I have made some pretty bad and dark decisions, no one knows my life better than me so stop judging me and assuming things based on on some lines i have said which were just implications of extremely outrageous situation.
I f you wanna be in my life respect me and my decisions instead blackmailing me coz you know i am that vulnerable to your stupid emotions. People think that they are doing me a favor by not following my decisions , heck you have no idea you are not helping at all.
Its never a one sided thought ,....you have everything to ruin my reputation with my life in your hands, go ahead and do that i don't care...coz i would prefer to be exposed rather than to suffocate under your shadow....
Suck it up !!!
